in the end of the day

when everything’s seem’s like crashing you down all together without any of doubt, or regrets, or even pity
in the end of the day when you hope everything’s will get better instead of quite opposite
when nobody understand how much pain you keep on your own until someone see’s you and they think u r fine
you take the opportunity to let all of disaster consume your fragile
in the distance, i love someone by pushing him away
ended up with undescribed feelings full of guilty
what i have done
despite what happend
i owe him forgiveness forever